jordan was trying to get into my parents room at around 11:00, im still not sure why. but they were in the room sleeping, and u could see he was trying to be as quiet as possible to open the door, i thknk he was practicing getting the door open.

events that happened 10 minutes ago:
i was washing my face when jordan started asking my brother for the keys to the car, saying his freind needed help or some excuse he always uses. he kept telling aaron "no im not dunk, dude i just need it for a minute" but aaron refused to give him the keys, knowing jordan isnt the best with cars at 12:30 in the moring

finnally, jordan got nathan to give him the car keys. about 5 minutes later, i hear my dad screaming. he was yelling at nathan asking why he'd given the keys to jordan. then i heard him come up the stairs screaming "god damnit nathan!!! what the hell are we going to do??!! HOW THE HELL ARE WE SUPPOSED TO FIND HIM NOW???!!!!!"I ran into my room as fast as i could, afraid my dad would yell at me if he knew i was up this late, i ran into my room and turned the light off, and jumped onto my bed just as my dad reached the top of the staircase. i had never felt so scared
it felt like a horrible dream, (i DO think ive had a dream like this)the one dream where you have to tur off all the lights and hide from the killer, even though you know he's going to find you wherever you go.

my dad was yelling at my brother to get in the car so they could go look for him, and right now there still gone, looking for jordan. but im not sure how they'll do that considering theres no telling where he went. im just constantly worrying at any minute they'll come home and yell at me. another part of the dream-feeling.
i just laid ther, as i heard the car speed off. i get so scared when my dad gets loud, not only to yell, but when he gets hurt. its the scariest thing ive ever heard.

i seriously thought about just going in to my mom's room and just sitting in there with her, letting her calm me down. (she seemed at ease compared to my dad "where do you think he went?" "are you really going to go look for him?") shes probably asleep now, so i think i'll just try to be fine on my own.

so im pretty sure jordan's getting kicked out of the house.